feeling pastoral
Driving for work this week I found myself at a stop light in a small town, headed west on county road M-57 with a Standard Federal Bank sign on the corner reading 4:57 and indicating a temperature of 57 degrees. There was probably even something about the final numbers for the day’s Dow Jones closing. Twenty-first century created certainties become all the more insistent as they deny us the passing of simple time and flow of change, and I quick checked to make sure my credit card was handed back to me at the last gas station.
But for the past half hour prior the sun dripped down my windshield as a molten sphere in a cool haze, a sight usually only found in the thick lining of mid summer rather than the brittle end of November; a faint jade still lingered in the occasional field and glowed even stronger as early evening dilated a darkening and nothing hue; the farmhouses delicately repainted and I could imagine each bedroom with a lay of floor boards warped after a window left open during a heavy rain, from lovers either asleep or from one, or both, gone through its wooden frame; the barns outback as new forests for ancient hawks and generations of rabbits, and the gaps in the timber making primitive sundials as sunlight revolves through the molted dust. An endless creek at the edge of sight becomes revealed in the thinning Fall brush.
But for the past half hour prior the sun dripped down my windshield as a molten sphere in a cool haze, a sight usually only found in the thick lining of mid summer rather than the brittle end of November; a faint jade still lingered in the occasional field and glowed even stronger as early evening dilated a darkening and nothing hue; the farmhouses delicately repainted and I could imagine each bedroom with a lay of floor boards warped after a window left open during a heavy rain, from lovers either asleep or from one, or both, gone through its wooden frame; the barns outback as new forests for ancient hawks and generations of rabbits, and the gaps in the timber making primitive sundials as sunlight revolves through the molted dust. An endless creek at the edge of sight becomes revealed in the thinning Fall brush.




